Keep You Safe by Rona Halsall @RonaHalsallAuth @bookouture #extract #blogtour #KeepYouSafe

Happy Friday and welcome to my stop on the blog tour for Keep You Safe by Rona Halsall! My thanks to Noelle Holten at Bookouture for the invitation and the extract that I’ll be sharing with you today, right after I tell you what the book is all about.

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Author : Rona Halsall
Title : Keep You Safe
Pages : 363
Publisher : Bookouture
Publication date : August 17, 2018

aboutthebook

What if trying to protect your child only put them in danger?

Natalie is desperate to find her little boy. It has been more than three years since she saw Harry. Three long years in prison for a crime she knows she didn’t commit.

But her husband believed the police, and took their son.

Who has gone to such great lengths to destroy Natalie’s life? Everyone she once trusted – friends, family, everyone close to her – what secrets do they hide?

If Natalie finds the truth, will she get Harry back, or lose him forever?

extract

Chapter  One

Now

Natalie  sits  on  a  metal  bench  on  the  top  deck  of  the  ferry,  watching the  mountains  of  the  Lake  District  glide  past.  She  wonders  what her  son  looks  like.  Has  his  hair  darkened,  his  face  thinned  out? They  change  so  quickly  when  they’re  young  and  she  has  nothing to  go  on,  not  a  single  picture  since  he  was  a  baby.

She’ll  know  soon  enough,  she  thinks,  with  a  shiver  of  nerves, uncertain  of  what  lies  ahead  but  sure  that  she’ll  risk  everything to  have  him  with  her  again.  She  wraps  her  arms  around  her  chest and  imagines  that  it’s  her  child  that  she’s  hugging.  She  can  almost feel  his  hair  against  her  face,  his  breath  tickling  her  neck  and  she hugs  tighter,  fingers  feeling  the  bones  of  her  ribcage,  even  through two  layers  of  clothing.

 What  if  things  go  wrong?

Her  jaw  tightens,  and  she  knows  that  she  can’t  let  herself  dwell  on the  idea,  not  for  a  moment.  Confidence  is  the  key  to  success.  She  has to  believe  her  plan  is  possible,  has  to  have  faith  in  herself.  After  all, she’s  not  the  same  woman  she  was  three  years  ago,  before  she  went to  prison.  Her  anger  is  carved  into  her  heart,  is  part  of  who  she  is now  and  she’s  a  little  scared  of  what  she’s  capable  of  when  pushed to  her  limit.  If  it’s  happened  once,  it  can  happen  again,  can’t  it?

She  shivers  and  wraps  her  fleece  a  little  tighter  round  her  body. Prison  was  a  place  full  of  raw  emotions,  a  place  where  it  was impossible  to  relax,  where  people  played  mind  games,  bullied  and manipulated  to  get  what  they  wanted.  Or  just  to  pass  the  time.

Fear  lurked  in  every  dark  corner,  every  sudden  noise,  every  scream. And  fear  is  an  emotion  that  doesn’t  disappear  overnight.  It  has to unwind  itself,  loosen  its  tendrils  until  you  can  ease  yourself  out  of  its  grasp  and  finally  step  away.  That’s  what  she  hopes  will  happen, and  soon,  because  living  on  adrenaline  is  exhausting,  draining  the life  out  of  her  with  the  effort  of  keeping  safe.

On  the  upside,  she  knows  how  to  fight  now,  which  would be  a  surprise  to  everyone  who  knew  her  before.  She  can  throw  a proper  punch,  knows  which  parts  of  the  anatomy  require  a  kick,  a stomp  or  a  jab,  where  the  main  pressure  points  lie,  and  even  how to  use  everyday  things  as  lethal  weapons.  Spoons  to  gouge  eyes, toothbrushes  to  jab,  pens  to  stab,  shoes  to  batter  and  smack.  She’s seen  it  all.  Even  clothing  can  be  dangerous.

It’s  true  to  say  that  she’s  learned  self-defence  from  some  pretty ferocious  women,  uncompromising  in  their  methods  when  it comes  to  protecting  themselves  and  their  families.  She  liked  some of  them.  Admired  them  for  their  resilience  and  sheer  determination to  survive.  And  then  there  was  Katya.

Her  body  gives  an  involuntary  shudder.

She  hugs  herself  harder,  shakes  the  idea  of  violence  from  her mind.  Anyway,  physical  skills  are  not  the  most  important  for  the task  ahead.  She  needs  to  meld  situations  to  her  advantage,  engineer possibilities,  mess  with  people’s  plans.  What’s  going  to  be  really important  is  the  art  of  cunning.  And  the  certainty  that  she  will  do whatever  it  takes  to  be  with  her  son  Harry  again.  No  questions, no  doubts,  no  hesitation. She  sits  back  in  her  seat,  unwraps  her  arms  and  stretches  out her  fingers.

 Relax,  relax, she  tells  herself.

 I  can  do  this. 

As  long  as  she  can  stay  calm,  keep  her  mind  focused  and  not  let  anger  take control.  She  imagines  Harry  as  a  four-year-old  boy  instead  of  the baby  she  knew.  His  hair  will  be  brown  like  hers,  she  thinks,  rather than  the  dark  blond  of  his  father.  His  eyes,  she  knows,  are  wide apart  and  hazel.  And  his  face?  She  prefers  the  idea  that  it  is  oval, like  hers  rather  than  square  like  his  father’s.  His  nose,  of  course, will  still  be  a  little  button  of  a  thing,  covered  in  freckles  that  spread across  his  cheeks,  just  like  the  pictures  of  her  when  she  was  a  child.

Days,  weeks,  maybe  months  of  her  life  have  gone  into  building up  this  mental  picture  of  her  child.  A  child  she  doesn’t  know.  In  the absence  of  photos,  she’s  used  magazines  to  find  pictures  of  children and  build  them  into  a  likeness  of  her  little  boy.  She’s  invented  a voice  for  him,  a  laugh,  a  smile,  even  his  own  set  of  mannerisms.

Likes  and  dislikes.  Now  the  image  is  so  strong,  so  certain,  that she  can  conjure  him  at  will  into  her  daydreams.  And  as  she  closes her  eyes,  she  can  feel  his  little  fingers  holding  her  hand,  hear  his excited  voice  telling  her  stories  about  his  day,  his  life,  what  he dreams  about.  And  questions!  So  many  questions.  She  imagines picnics,  playing  on  the  swings,  the  roundabouts,  helping  him  scale the  climbing  frame.  A  seed  of  joy  germinates  in  her  heart  as  she allows  herself  to  create  a  future  that  almost  seems  real.

 Soon  it  will  be  real.

In  another  place,  where  her  past  can’t  find  her  and  she  can  start  again.

A  smile  creeps  onto  her  lips  and  expands  into  a  proper  grin, stretching  muscles  that  haven’t  been  used  for  quite  some  time.  It’s a  forgotten  feeling;  this  bubbling  in  her  stomach,  lightness  in  her shoulders,  laughter  in  her  throat.  The  movement  of  the  ferry,  as it  rolls  gently  from  side  to  side,  is  a  weird  but  pleasant  sensation, reminding  her  of  fairground  rides  when  she  was  a  little  kid,  when life  was  simple.  She  sighs.  Is  it  possible  that  life  can  be  fun  again?…

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If you’ve enjoyed this teaser chapter of Keep You Safe, you can buy your copy now!

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abouttheauthor

Rona’s debut psychological thriller, Keep You Safe is out on 17th August and her second novel will be out in November 2018.

Rona lives on the Isle of Man with her husband, two dogs and three guinea pigs. She has been a bookworm since she was a child and now she’s actually creating stories of her own, which still feels like a dream come true.

She is an outdoorsy person and loves stomping up a mountain, walking the coastal paths and exploring the wonderful beaches on the Island while she’s plotting how to kill off her next victim. She also makes sure she deletes her Google history on a regular basis, because… well, you can’t be too careful when you spend your life researching new and ingenious ways for people to die.

She has three children and two step-children who are now grown up and leading varied and interesting lives, which provides plenty of ideas for new stories!

Author links : Facebook | Twitter

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